Late Night Thoughts

It's about time I start in this thing again. My life is so different and yet completely the same. It's so weird but as i look at the blog underneath this, I am actually going to visit seattle saturday to see if it is where I will be spending a section of my life. To be completely honest I have no idea what I want to do. I know I want my friends, my career, and my love. I want to be a wife. I think thats my main want. I want something to change. I want something to move forward in my life. For the past two years my life has been at a standstill, and while thats fun for awhile it's time for a change. I have had wayy too many things go on in my life the past 6 months to not move forward.

This has become a rant. I am now going to sleep.

All I know is... I cannot wait to see seattle this weekend, I have the best friends I've ever had, and I love Michael Jarboe. More than you know.